im sick -.-went to see doctor this morning lehehe, took mcI WANNA BE SICK EVERYDAY !THEN I'LL BE TREATED LIKE A PRINCESS EVERYDAY ! hehe, when i said i want him to come and pei me at one, he came. *giggles*i like it.- and he told me his mom likes me !cos she feel im very natural and always laughing=) im totally hopping happy. "
.... why did i want to hide my relationship in the 1st place? ... why did i even try to do so? ... i am also human and need and also have love .... well it's time i be fair and repay my gf for what she has done ... well i guess Leon also has his own views on things ...
Darling"Fidel" i am sorry for not treating you well for the past few months ... being so neglectful, so bad to you and always thinking about myself, i want to sincerely apologize from the bottom of my heart and hope for a reconciliation in our relationship ...
I don't want lose you anymore ... "
aww ! i felt it was kinda sincere, in a way =)
i mean, HE POSTED ON HIS BLOG!
and he said " my gf "
*gasped* that's like something i haven't heard for months
before he changed, even like when we bump to his friends
he used to say " hey, this is my gf "
but after he changed, .. sadly.. =( he wouldn't even intro me to them
didnt know small things like these matters right ?
TOLD YOU ! GIRLS ARE VERY HARD TO PLEASE
AND ITS LIKE.. FOR THE WORLD TO SEE ! OMG *smiles widely*
but.. of cos..
so so so many people told me, he is NOT worth it
esp weixin,
he said -
" well, taking into account all the things that have happened in the past few months, does he sound like a person who sticks to what he says?
and from that, what's to stop him from doing it again?
do you really want to risk that again? might i remember, it did happen before.
i dont mean to scare you or anything, but it is true that he has gone back on his word before.
and after that happened, in a way, so did you, after you said that you wouldn't take him back.
but just think- he's done it once, twice, and maybe even three times. it doesn't seem to hurt him as much, so what's to stop him from doing it again? "
okay, it did make me feel really scared.
yeah well it did make sense, what he said..
he did go back on his words.
he did say he want to love me and be there for me
but instead he broke up with me telling me he has no feelings for me
and.. hurt me here and there after the break up..
but i still went ahead to be with him.
decided that the lonely life wouldn't suit me much huh
but i really thought alot about what he said..
but.. if i never ever try? how would i know ?
i don't wanna back out just because i'm scared of being hurt
but i wanna see if he really would treat me well again ?
and that the fact that i still do love him-
i just hope those days will be gone,
those day i spent sobbing alone
alone nursing my broken heart.
i just hope to be treated fairly,
to be loved openly & truthfully.
that's all, that's all i want
hahas, i JOKINGLY told him..
"I WANT A BOUQUET OF 99 ROSES ON VALENTINE'S DAY"
he almost fainted hahahahahahas
den he suddenly say, " for you, its worth it."
OMG !! AAAHHHH ! that's sounds so.. romantic.
its like..wow.. i hardly hear this kinda stuff coming out from his mouth you know?
it sounds so pleasing to the ears
wahahas =)
"future laogong" very cute,
the moment i told him i patched up with leon le
he quickly changed his nick to " if you're happy, im happy too "
AWW ! thanks for caring so much when im sick =)
i mean.. he does care alot alot abt me..
darling, please don't dont't get upset , me blogging abt him
just wanna show my appreciation to him for being there for me these days
i just wanna say..
" i love you leon, it may take some time for me to trust you again. but please be patient with me, cos i'm really serious in this relationship."
what a long entry!
sign off now !
love you guys !
only four crabbies ~ sad.. tg, ian, fidel, gwenie, shiya.
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